Not that anyone talks to me or sees me on a regular basis, but in case anyone cares, this is what has been going on.
Around fanexpo, I started not being able to eat properly. Pretty much this meant that I started to feel sick anytime I ate anything. As time passed, it got worse, and I could eat less and less. I lost probably 3 pounds, and started getting depressed, because eating is one of the only things I have to look forward to on a regular basis. The whole thing culminated with me passing out at work and sitting in a hospital for 5 hours before being told they couldn't do anything and being sent home. Since that failed, I turned to the internet, and I think I have found the problem, though there is no real solution.
I'm almost 100% sure that I have dyspepsia, which basically means that, for the moment at least, my digestive system has ceased to function. The condition is chronic so I'll probably never get rid of it entirely, so basically I just have to wait for this particular attack to go away. Even stuff like ensure makes me sick, so I've been living on gatorade. I haven't eaten anything at all for the past 3 days, I can't go to work and I barely have the energy to walk around the house. On top of that I got cramps, which are always very severe, and both the medicines that I take for that are specifically said to aggravate dyspepsia, so I just had to suffer with them. As for my lazy stomach, I can ease my suffering by taking acid blocking medication, but nothing besides my stomach changing its mind is going to make me be able to eat again.
In the meantime....I AM SO BORED.
That is all.